Akhtar on darkest days: ‘I never thought of suicide'

Veteran lyricist and screenwriter Javed Akhtar, who played a key role in the introduction of the

Copyright Amendment Act 2012

, recently opened up about the industry’s backlash following the reform. The amendment was a landmark decision aimed at ensuring fair revenue for lyricists and composers, many of whom had long been denied their rightful share. However, the move didn’t sit well with many music companies and producers, and a resolution was passed to boycott the legendary writer.Javed Akhtar confirms music industry passed resolution to boycott himIn an interview conversation with Mid-day,

Javed

confirmed the boycott and admitted it did impact his work.

Still, he brushed it off with his characteristic wit, saying, “It doesn't matter. It was too late. They should have done it 20 years ago. What's the problem now?”Recalling a particular meeting with some producers, people he had previously delivered blockbuster films for, he revealed that they openly discussed the decision to cut ties with him. The meeting, held at a hotel, revolved around the boycott resolution. But what the producers didn’t realise was that their move could be legally challenged.

He shared that someone eventually pointed out the potential legal implications of boycotting a writer. Yet, the producers decided to unofficially go ahead and not work with him “until the problem is solved.” Akhtar didn’t sugarcoat the fallout. “Yes, I lost many productions. Even today, they are not working with me,” he stated.‘I never thought of suicide’: Javed Akhtar on surviving darkest daysDespite the professional setbacks, the acclaimed writer said he remained unaffected. In fact, he recalled telling one of the very people behind the boycott why their actions couldn’t truly hurt him. Reflecting on his early years in Mumbai, Javed spoke of the intense financial struggles he endured.“Maine bahut bure din dekhe hain (I have seen very bad days),” he shared. He remembered going without food, not knowing where his next meal would come from or where he would sleep that night. Having breakfast, he said, was a ‘comfort’ during those days.

Even during such harrowing times, Akhtar said he never contemplated ending his life. “When I look back in introspection, this thought of committing suicide never came to me,” he said, adding that he once went over two days without food and refused to eat the charity meals offered outside

Mahim Dargah

.“I could have died there,” he admitted. But despite his hunger and homelessness, Akhtar held on to his confidence. “I had such high self-esteem; the idea was — it's just a matter of time. I was so sure of that.”